friend
(...) It is impossible to adjust to the death. Soldiers, doctors and entrepreneurs funeral audience without interruption, and I get used to some of its aspects, but not its essence. I do not think that anyone could. For me to receive news about the death of a loved one is like way down the well-known, but lost in the dark stairs. They walked a million times and you know how many degrees before you, but if you want to stand in the next, it turns out that it is not. Stumble and you can not believe it. I from now on you will often stumble in there, because, like all the things to which you are used, this missing degree has become a part of you (...)
Jonathan Carroll - Voice of our shadow
When we landed a few days ago in Munich, automatically reached for a cell to call him and say that they already are. Second later I realized that flew in here for his funeral ...
I know I'll get on those stairs still very often stumble ...
message reached us quickly, soon after my birthday. It all happened in a completely different dimensions. We, on the volcanic island, a surprise birthday gift, to renew oaths years ago. Confirmation of what for us is obvious, but so important, because it is still not a free choice of continuation, or habit. Beginning a new life in this wise: "If we could start all over again ... we would do the same."
He, in his second home, a few steps from Hollywood, because the movie was not only his passion, work, addiction - was his life. During dinner with his wife, daughter and friends changed the scenario a few seconds of your life.
Finally, and without compromise.
Next day were ineffectual attempt to recover from the shock. Reject all thoughts on this subject, because I was not able to their pigeonhole. It was not difficult, because everything was going out of my reach, tried to avoid the press, news ... I returned home ...
I was away in the literal and figurative sense. After that weekend, which brought a few other sad events. Again, subconsciously I have avoided a confrontation with reality.
back to her came in Monday, suddenly and unexpectedly. Paralyzed me, but my mind with redoubled force and ruthlessly transforming the entire magnitude of what happened.
When was the last time, and as usual telefonowalismy I was not able to say when we will be able to meet all together, because I still somewhere, "We passed over the Atlantic," replied with his typical arrogance that I loved, that one day in August doigram and revenge for it, producing a film about me.
About Bernie, do not do that! There, in the movie Heaven Devil will not find any for this role and even those at the top will be shocked and I'm sure nothing will understand ...
Friday, February 11, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
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Passions
Black Sunday.
not only for Enthusiasts, but for their fans.
Robert nearly loses life in tertiary race, Gary goes to the Land of Blues in a beautiful location on the Costa del Sol.
Robert nearly loses life in tertiary race, Gary goes to the Land of Blues in a beautiful location on the Costa del Sol.
Sam I am speed demon for years, no one like me can not understand this passion. Robert from the child that lived, every break in the season for him, "odwykiem." The fact that he decides to insignificant race shows how important a place in his life is this passion.
Sound engine is the most beautiful music. Maybe as beautiful as the one who loved Gary. Also enthusiast since childhood. For me it unrivaled king of Blues. His first two discs from the group Skid Row, which once got as a gift, I'm still at home. I liked him already then, and since his return after several years break I started to Thin Lizzy to worship him.
As a soloist, gave his all. There were a few days in my life, during which time, though not listened to "Still got the blues." Since yesterday, I listen to it non stop and still can not believe ...
Bye Gary! I know that did you take with him his guitar and envy as hell angels in the sky blues that you can now listen live all eternity ...
Friday, February 4, 2011
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Maria Schneider
I found out today about the death of Maria Schneider.
I remember one of my favorite Antonioni film "Profession - Reporter "while most people associate me with the film" Last Tango in Paris ". The film that brought her fame and popularity was its undoing at the same time.
Maria Schneider was the daughter of French models originating in Romania and actor Daniel Gelin, who has never been recognized as a daughter, although it bore his name.
raised by his mother, decided at age 15, go to Paris and as a 17 year-old played it for the first time in the film. In 1972, Bertolucci has entrusted its main role in the film "Last Tango in Paris". For 20-year-old girl was the beginning and also the end of a great career. The next proposed roles were similar to the role that played it, and the sudden popularity of scandals related to the present, in most newspapers were invented by a huge problem for her. Four years later, interrupted work on the next film, Bertolucci ("Novecento") I've already had problems with alcohol and drugs. Stayed several times in psychiatric clinics and for cessation treatments.
Bertolucci say I read today in connection with the death of Maria Schneider. He said such "(...) Died much too early, before I could hug me and at least ask for forgiveness (...)"
She was one of the many victims of popularity, which destroys the existences of many people, especially young, fragile, or simply prepared or not possessing adequate "facilities" in the form of sympathetic relatives of people who help maintain the right balance between euphoria and reality of success.
do not know if the person giving rise to the "stars" ever wondered whether the fame and profit which is undoubtedly the main driver of their actions are worth it to destroy existences of people falling into their trap.
often happens, however, that parents themselves choose to add such way for their children or young people dreaming of popularity decides to sometimes humiliating situations in the public auditions in the guise of popular TV programs. Happy those who have this "popularity" will never reach, while those who succeed, are the most stars, one of the season and their subsequent fate are similar to the fate of Maria Schneider.
Although she succeeded to return to film in the late 80's and played it a few insignificant roles, died yesterday of cancer, but really, it died a long time ago - the broken heart.
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